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If perfection doesn’t exist, what/why do we strive for?
Just when you think you’ve got it figured out so well, it all becomes very clear there’s nothing to figure out. A heart is a heart. And a heart is made out of strings. To be pulled. All this talking, all the time. It fills up the air until there’s nothing left to breathe. Until there’s nothing left to speak.
Yes. It’s all quiet in here. That’s because the boyfriend left today. He’s spending the next ten days in la douce France. Chez un ami, tu sais. And yes.. it feels awkward to be alone (again) since we never had to miss eachother more than a day.
The other night, the boyfriend and I were discussing on how some people are pretty much fucked up. Now don’t get me wrong on this one. I am not trying to diss the (few) ‘good’ guys out there. Neither am I trying to take the ‘bad’ ones down. Either way, I’m talking about fucked up in a broad sense here.
For example: you have two kinds of people. Well.. actually you have more. But here, we only take two kinds in account. First you have the ‘sincere’. They walk the walk, they talk the talk. Second you have -euh- the opposite, the ‘liars’. Unfortunately those are the ones who do their very best to ruin other people’s lives and apparently they seem to get away with it too.
Now I don’t want to be as judgemental as anyone can be, but it’s sad. It’s really sad (and disappointing) to see how the ‘bad’ ones always use a particular situation or person to achieve something, whom without it would be impossible to do so.
Anyway. We agreed we shall put an end to everything, when all is clear that there’s no future (left) for the two of us together. We prefer to go out with a bang (it’s better to burn out than to fade away, right?!) instead of slowly tearing eachother apart. And that’s good, I guess.
